ZCSD November Newsletter
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  ZCSD Newsletter

     November 2012 

Politics and Practice
Given the current political situation, particularly with the upcoming election, it might be valuable to look at what’s going on from the perspective of practice. When reading about and watching political events we often unconsciously assume that there should be a rational unfolding of events—that people should act reasonably and for knowable reasons. But maybe much of political behavior is more the product of normal human frailties, such as ignorance, confusion and misjudgment based in our personal conditioning. This would explain a good deal of the craziness we witness on a daily basis.

Yet, what we want is reasonableness and order. We don’t want to face the fact that politics is much more chaotic than it is ordered. Basically, we don’t want life to be a mess. Our belief is: It’s not supposed to be this way! Yet, why should politics be any different than our life as we live it—full of blind spots and blunders that are most often based in fear? Just think of how often political motivations might be based not so much on an altruistic vision of society as on psychologically rooted patterns, of which the politicians may not be the least aware. For example, isn’t it likely that a politician’s ambition is often motivated, at least in part, by the inner need to prove their own worth? There are so many versions of this that it’s no wonder Nietzsche used the phrase “the wretched ephemeral babble of politics and current events” to describe this aspect of life.

...it is always better to first be honestly in touch with our own experience, and it is certainly preferable not to add to the sum total of violence in the world by putting our own uninspected anger and righteousness out there.

We also fail to take into account how much chance and coincidence come into play, making politics much more of a random affair than we would like to admit. We don’t want to feel the groundlessness that comes when we realize that things are not so solid, that luck and accident play as much of a role in world events as reason and good intentions. Yet all we have to do is look at our own lives to see that this is true.

We spend our whole lives pretending that we’re in control, or that we can get control. When we finally realize that we’re not in control, how do we react? Usually we get angry or anxious, or we might want to withdraw; but no matter what our particular reaction, sooner or later all of us will have to face the sense of helplessness, and the fear inherent in experiencing the loss of control. No matter how together we are, as long as we believe we can make life go the way we would like it to go (whether with politics, work, relationships or our health), we’re bound to experience the disappointment of our own limitations in an unpredictable and uncontrollable world.

When we experience this fear, our immediate response might be to find a solution. How can I fix this? Given the current political situation, we might decide to do something, such as contribute money or actively participate. There’s nothing wrong with this; it might even be helpful. But to the extent that it’s done out of the negativity of anger or righteousness, or if we feel we know what’s right and that those we oppose are blind or stupid, then we ourselves are ignoring the opportunity to address our own fear and violence. Most of the time we’re so caught up in identifying with the rightness of “my views” and my party, and in demonizing those we disagree with, that we can’t possibly see things clearly. 

We’re intent on giving ourselves the comfort of having the right view of how things are, or how they should be. However, in complex situations such as these, we can rarely know with certainty what is right. Instead of clinging to any position, or getting swept up in the emotions of the moments, can we use our own reactions as a red flag—to remember to see the situation as our path to liberation? Can we look at ourselves to see how our own actions, especially our righteousness and anger, are often a cover to avoid feeling anxiety, to avoid facing an uncertain world which is subject to neither reason nor control? We continue to bypass the one most essential practice step—which is to enter into and learn from the Great Teaching—the fear of helplessness.

I’m not advocating that we just sit around exploring our subjective states while doing nothing in the external world. That would be a very black or white simplification of what I’m saying. Nor can practice be reduced to a fixed formula for how we should think or act in any particular situation. Practice is about becoming more awake; it’s about moving from a self-centered view to one that is more life-centered. Yet the only way to come to this, the only way to manifest the compassion that our world so desperately needs, is to face within ourselves what none of us wants to face—the fear of helplessness and loss of control.

And if we face this fear, then what? Will we get some ground under our feet? We may, in fact, get some ground under our feet, but not the kind we might have expected. When we can reside in the physical experience of groundlessness itself, we gradually see not only what underlies our own anger and righteousness, but also how similar our own reactions are to everyone else’s on the planet, including those of our perceived enemies. By entering our own fear, we can begin to relate to the pain of others. As we feel the pain that all human beings feel in facing an uncontrollable world, compassion naturally arises. This is how the negative energy of anger is turned into a sense of service and resolve.

What will come of this? No one can say. When faced with situations in which we see a wrong that needs to be addressed, we may never know with certainty what is the right thing to do. Does this mean we have to have clarity before we act? Again, there is no formula; life is often too complex and fast moving to be amenable to easy answers. Nonetheless, it is always better to first be honestly in touch with our own experience, and it is certainly preferable not to add to the sum total of violence in the world by putting our own uninspected anger and righteousness out there.

But we may be surprised by our response when we give up our demand that life fit into our fear-based pictures of order and predictability. When we see something we believe is wrong, as long as the heart is clear of the negativity of anger, and as long as the mind is clear of “me” and “my” views—with the humility of uncertainty and the clarity of the wish to do no harm, we must do what we perceive is right.

Ezra Bayda

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